Saturday, September 25, 2010

Broken hearted...

My heart is breaking again, over and over again... and I don't understand how this happens every single time he leaves. I cannot get used to the idea of not being with him even though I'm not with him most of the time. I need him desperately and it tears me apart to watch him walk away. I stand and stare at his back and even though he looks over his shoulder, every time he turns away I hold my breath until he does it again.

There is nothing that will stop my breaking heart other than being with him once and for all...

I wish I could share what I'm feeling right now, but I can't. There are no words to describe the magnitude of my pain.

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